1 00:00:31,744 --> 00:00:37,888 Text Angel lightning and angels and trumpets in the sky and all I got was a bunch of trees and Panda geese 2 00:00:38,144 --> 00:00:44,288 And I thought how funny is this 3 00:00:44,544 --> 00:00:46,336 Took me 4 00:00:46,592 --> 00:00:52,736 I like a really heavy placers I struggled with that and I knew I had to either vomit or 5 00:00:52,992 --> 00:00:58,112 Poor cry until finally I ended up being able to cry and really Let It Go 6 00:00:58,624 --> 00:01:00,672 Play overwhelming 7 00:01:00,928 --> 00:01:02,976 Sense that there was something much bigger 8 00:01:03,232 --> 00:01:04,000 And that I was 9 00:01:04,768 --> 00:01:05,792 A small little 10 00:01:06,048 --> 00:01:12,192 And I figured the buying organization of the universe that I needed to pay attention. 11 00:01:18,848 --> 00:01:24,992 Is opened my heart in a way that I never had it open forever my committee 12 00:01:31,648 --> 00:01:37,792 Experience speak to Faith a belief in things unseen 13 00:01:38,048 --> 00:01:44,192 It is simply piss and herbal Brew made in the jungles of Peru 14 00:01:44,448 --> 00:01:45,472 Buy native shamans 15 00:01:46,752 --> 00:01:48,800 They call it ayahuasca 16 00:01:49,056 --> 00:01:55,200 Which means Vine of the Soul it's 80 or or what herbalist would call 17 00:01:55,456 --> 00:01:58,016 Decoction meaning of strong tea 18 00:01:58,272 --> 00:02:00,576 It's always made from two plants 19 00:02:01,856 --> 00:02:04,672 One of which contains the hallucinogen 20 00:02:04,928 --> 00:02:07,232 Dimethyltryptamine or DMT 21 00:02:08,256 --> 00:02:14,400 DMT is what I call a true psychedelic it's one of the 22 00:02:14,656 --> 00:02:20,800 Includes LSD psilocybin mescaline 23 00:02:27,456 --> 00:02:33,600 In the Amazon 24 00:02:33,856 --> 00:02:37,184 Ayahuasca is a legally recognized sacred medicine 25 00:02:37,440 --> 00:02:39,744 Indigenous people have used it for centuries 26 00:02:40,256 --> 00:02:43,328 To heal physical and psycho-spiritual bills 27 00:02:43,584 --> 00:02:49,728 It's an essential part of the culture woven into the fabric of their lives 28 00:02:53,568 --> 00:02:59,712 Beyond the Amazon the legality of Ayahuasca is a gray area 29 00:02:59,968 --> 00:03:04,320 Ayahuasca is a challenge for modern God drug control authorities 30 00:03:04,576 --> 00:03:10,720 The people who are using it outside of its traditional context are not the the criminal 31 00:03:10,976 --> 00:03:17,120 Element that is associated troop traditionally with that illegal drug use these are people like my parents 32 00:03:17,376 --> 00:03:19,168 My friends and doctors lawyers 33 00:03:19,424 --> 00:03:20,960 Plymouth in the health field 34 00:03:21,472 --> 00:03:24,288 Who are passing along knowledge Word of Mouth 35 00:03:24,544 --> 00:03:29,408 And it seems to be spreading in the last 10 years 36 00:03:29,664 --> 00:03:33,760 Thousands of tried Ayahuasca seeking healing and spiritual growth 37 00:03:35,808 --> 00:03:41,952 The notion that there is a spiritual component to Healing has been totally exercise 38 00:03:42,208 --> 00:03:43,488 Biomedicine 39 00:03:49,632 --> 00:03:52,192 We live in a culture that spiritually ready to drive 40 00:03:52,448 --> 00:03:53,216 JMT 41 00:03:53,984 --> 00:03:55,776 We live in a culture that's very material based 42 00:03:56,288 --> 00:03:59,360 Culture that does not give you and beans with David I need 43 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:06,784 Leaves a huge hole in people most people in North America 44 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:07,552 Western world 45 00:04:08,064 --> 00:04:11,392 Are not as connected as people live in nature 46 00:04:11,648 --> 00:04:17,791 Every day 365 days a year shaman beermosa 47 00:04:18,047 --> 00:04:22,399 Believes everyone can reclaim this connection through ayahuasca 48 00:04:23,423 --> 00:04:25,471 Which he calls a plant teacher 49 00:04:26,495 --> 00:04:32,127 He says the vine of the Soul actually teaches you what you need to know 50 00:04:32,639 --> 00:04:38,783 Orlando tickets 51 00:04:39,039 --> 00:04:43,391 Palabras is Wimbledon 52 00:04:44,159 --> 00:04:44,671 La Luz 53 00:04:45,183 --> 00:04:45,951 Dino 54 00:04:46,207 --> 00:04:47,743 Anthro Amy frente 55 00:04:48,255 --> 00:04:49,791 If we had me Corazon 56 00:04:53,119 --> 00:04:53,887 Aprenda 57 00:04:54,399 --> 00:05:00,543 Are you compatible 58 00:05:00,799 --> 00:05:06,687 About Ayahuasca can it really heal our minds and spirits 59 00:05:08,479 --> 00:05:13,343 2 people are about to Journey to the Amazon to find out 60 00:05:15,391 --> 00:05:17,951 Rob works as an accountant for a media company 61 00:05:18,719 --> 00:05:21,279 It's a good job and pays the bills 62 00:05:22,815 --> 00:05:28,959 Something you walk away from stealing socks talking 63 00:05:42,015 --> 00:05:48,159 Next Thursday will we be able to still recognize you 64 00:05:48,415 --> 00:05:54,559 Going on a cruise at this point my life make a lot of sense to me 65 00:05:54,815 --> 00:06:00,959 Entering middle age and there's a lot of re-evaluating not at believe should go on I mean 66 00:06:01,215 --> 00:06:07,359 If you're uncertain of what you believe in and have to start questioning all things that are currently in your life 67 00:06:11,711 --> 00:06:14,527 Kirstie is a doctor of naturopathic medicine 68 00:06:15,551 --> 00:06:18,623 You have referred pain pattern up on your left side 69 00:06:20,927 --> 00:06:27,071 I just started as a Healer myself and I think it's a good time for me and my life to go down and 70 00:06:27,327 --> 00:06:31,935 Experience that because if it's in any way shape or form going to be a part of my life 71 00:06:32,191 --> 00:06:34,495 Whether academic lyrics 72 00:06:34,751 --> 00:06:36,287 I'm able to use it with patients 73 00:06:36,543 --> 00:06:40,127 I would never do that unless I myself with integrity. 74 00:06:40,895 --> 00:06:44,223 Are you ready to go rob let's do it 75 00:06:48,575 --> 00:06:52,671 My life is spirituality 76 00:06:55,743 --> 00:07:01,887 Very very slight religious upbringing and it just seemed to have no Foundation or no basis for me in my life 77 00:07:02,911 --> 00:07:09,055 It's not that I don't understand that the best way to live 78 00:07:11,359 --> 00:07:17,503 But Rob has never been to the Amazon the rainforest has already shaped. 79 00:07:17,759 --> 00:07:23,903 I did a lot of traveling both for work and in a volunteer 80 00:07:24,159 --> 00:07:30,303 Capacity and I also was a guide in the Amazon and it was exposed to normal 81 00:07:32,607 --> 00:07:38,751 I've read an awful lot about Ayahuasca and I'm really interested in this 82 00:07:39,007 --> 00:07:45,151 People with severe chronic disease 83 00:07:45,407 --> 00:07:51,551 From what I understand it really can open up a lot of energetic barriers that everyone has 84 00:07:52,575 --> 00:07:58,719 If those barriers are opened up you can live more optimally 85 00:07:58,975 --> 00:08:05,119 In the past Rob is used 86 00:08:05,375 --> 00:08:11,519 Recreational drugs to search for greater meaning in his life without success 87 00:08:18,175 --> 00:08:24,319 Anything remotely similar to recreational use. 88 00:08:36,095 --> 00:08:41,727 Feel some trepidation around what I will experience and what I might discover about 89 00:08:41,983 --> 00:08:43,775 My own energetic blockages 90 00:08:44,031 --> 00:08:48,127 But about Ayahuasca I'm not going through this life and not to 91 00:08:48,383 --> 00:08:49,663 There is no way 92 00:08:51,967 --> 00:08:55,039 After a long trip Rob and Kirstie finally arrived 93 00:08:55,295 --> 00:08:57,599 At The Rustic Retreat on the edge of the jungle 94 00:09:00,159 --> 00:09:01,695 Guillermo was there to greet them 95 00:09:02,975 --> 00:09:05,023 Along with an international group of fellow 96 00:09:07,327 --> 00:09:11,167 Ethyl Methyl Oprah SEIU Guadalajara 97 00:09:11,423 --> 00:09:11,935 Could I 98 00:09:12,703 --> 00:09:14,751 Fixing malasadas physical 99 00:09:15,263 --> 00:09:16,543 The Colony cast 100 00:09:17,823 --> 00:09:18,847 What did you send 101 00:09:19,103 --> 00:09:21,151 Ayahuasca electron dimensional 102 00:09:22,943 --> 00:09:23,455 Dave 103 00:09:23,711 --> 00:09:24,735 A Healer from Canada 104 00:09:25,247 --> 00:09:26,271 Began his apprenticeship 105 00:09:27,295 --> 00:09:29,343 5 years ago 106 00:09:30,367 --> 00:09:32,671 As soon as I started I thought this is 107 00:09:32,927 --> 00:09:36,255 Exactly what my whole life with a bowtie I knew that this is my life. 108 00:09:36,511 --> 00:09:37,535 But I still had 109 00:09:37,791 --> 00:09:38,815 The weather I can 110 00:09:39,583 --> 00:09:43,935 My first experience with the animal is extremely extremely profound 111 00:09:44,191 --> 00:09:50,335 Very very I remember him saying to me that I was David and I was going to face Goliath 112 00:09:50,591 --> 00:09:52,639 Alive being the fear inside of me 113 00:09:55,455 --> 00:10:00,319 Speedy two 114 00:10:11,071 --> 00:10:14,911 I love you 115 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:21,823 Guillermo has been a shaman to the show people people most 116 00:10:23,871 --> 00:10:26,175 But only recently opened a retreat for Western 117 00:10:27,967 --> 00:10:30,527 Creo que es importante hacer Lo 118 00:10:31,039 --> 00:10:34,111 4K 119 00:10:34,367 --> 00:10:35,135 Who's your daddy 120 00:10:35,391 --> 00:10:37,439 I'm going to be very convenient. 121 00:10:37,951 --> 00:10:40,767 Hello SoCal American Natural or traditional 122 00:10:42,559 --> 00:10:43,583 Annoyed owl 123 00:10:44,351 --> 00:10:45,887 Plantas para el amor 124 00:10:46,655 --> 00:10:48,447 Has multiple Dunkin Donuts 125 00:10:48,703 --> 00:10:49,471 Kamala 126 00:10:49,727 --> 00:10:51,519 If you into my life a little bit more 127 00:10:51,775 --> 00:10:53,567 Bad luck in love 128 00:10:54,591 --> 00:10:57,407 SFGate 129 00:10:57,919 --> 00:10:58,431 Father 130 00:10:59,199 --> 00:11:00,223 K12paymentcenter app 131 00:11:00,479 --> 00:11:01,759 OK Google 132 00:11:03,551 --> 00:11:04,831 It's an emergency. 133 00:11:09,695 --> 00:11:11,487 Liliana 134 00:11:14,047 --> 00:11:15,583 Champion 135 00:11:16,351 --> 00:11:17,119 That kind of love 136 00:11:18,399 --> 00:11:19,935 Everything is a mess 137 00:11:28,639 --> 00:11:30,943 Tucanos churrasco Merced 138 00:11:31,455 --> 00:11:33,247 Ayahuasca resume ATO 139 00:11:33,503 --> 00:11:37,855 FedEx hombre Le puede hacer conocer 140 00:11:40,415 --> 00:11:43,231 La Fuente Bakery 141 00:11:43,487 --> 00:11:44,255 They don't pay 142 00:11:44,511 --> 00:11:45,279 BandA Lumber 143 00:11:48,607 --> 00:11:51,167 De donde viene la energia 144 00:11:53,727 --> 00:11:54,751 And they don't pay 145 00:11:55,263 --> 00:11:57,311 Minnesota 146 00:12:00,639 --> 00:12:01,663 Helena fertilizer 147 00:12:01,919 --> 00:12:04,735 Anesthesia 148 00:12:04,991 --> 00:12:11,135 All organisms on the planet 149 00:12:11,903 --> 00:12:12,415 Parasite 150 00:12:13,183 --> 00:12:13,695 Clams 151 00:12:14,207 --> 00:12:14,719 Plants 152 00:12:15,231 --> 00:12:21,375 Are the only thing that make their own food and they make their food out of sunlight water and carbon. 153 00:12:23,167 --> 00:12:24,447 And because of that 154 00:12:24,703 --> 00:12:26,495 They are running the show 155 00:12:40,575 --> 00:12:46,719 Extremely excited about tonight we're at the birthplace for the plants are from Manchester 156 00:12:46,975 --> 00:12:53,119 Being under an accomplished Master like you are more have to be just a once-in-a-lifetime experience 157 00:12:53,375 --> 00:12:59,519 Today I think I went through a lot of different 158 00:12:59,775 --> 00:13:05,919 Emotions and thoughts about us do you know some of which was sort of anxiety that my bit too tired to be doing this if the 159 00:13:06,175 --> 00:13:12,319 But I actually feel as I have since I arrived to really pretty peaceful so hopefully that 160 00:13:12,575 --> 00:13:18,719 As Darkness Falls 161 00:13:18,975 --> 00:13:25,119 Ayahuasca ceremony join Guillermo and his assistant curandero Francois 162 00:13:31,775 --> 00:13:37,919 Ask for my intention 163 00:13:44,575 --> 00:13:50,719 Center for Healing 164 00:13:50,975 --> 00:13:57,119 My intention was it was a hard decision because there a lot of things that I would like to work on. 165 00:13:57,375 --> 00:14:03,519 Sing I elected to sit at work Highway difficult for me to 166 00:14:03,775 --> 00:14:09,919 The as-yet how I can integrate this unprofessional level 167 00:14:10,175 --> 00:14:16,319 I spoke to Kim and to say can you help me to understand because I feel that intuitively that there's a reason 168 00:14:16,575 --> 00:14:22,719 I'm here 169 00:14:29,375 --> 00:14:35,519 I was aware of many things happening all the time because of all the 170 00:14:39,871 --> 00:14:41,407 You sit there and you wonder 171 00:14:41,663 --> 00:14:47,807 Whether or not it's taking effect and then as soon as you allow the changing in it pretty much takes you 172 00:14:48,063 --> 00:14:54,207 Summary of the beginning of the energies of the 173 00:14:56,255 --> 00:14:57,535 So you need to clear that 174 00:14:58,815 --> 00:15:01,375 So you start the saying and you bring light 175 00:15:01,887 --> 00:15:02,399 Doing this 176 00:15:03,167 --> 00:15:06,239 Bushes out negative Energies 177 00:15:06,751 --> 00:15:08,031 And clear the face 178 00:15:08,287 --> 00:15:10,847 Stephen Curry age 179 00:15:12,127 --> 00:15:14,175 Purging prepares the mind and body 180 00:15:14,431 --> 00:15:16,735 The inner journey ahead 181 00:15:19,295 --> 00:15:20,575 The chanting then carries 182 00:15:21,087 --> 00:15:24,159 Beyond the five senses 183 00:15:25,951 --> 00:15:26,975 Passion becomes you 184 00:15:27,743 --> 00:15:31,071 You become him you know you created relationship 185 00:15:33,119 --> 00:15:35,679 Because you are at such a high state of consciousness 186 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,727 You become stupid way of the other 187 00:15:39,007 --> 00:15:39,775 And he ordered 188 00:15:40,031 --> 00:15:41,311 Tecumseh POF your energy 189 00:15:43,871 --> 00:15:45,919 You can see it is manifesting your vision 190 00:15:54,367 --> 00:15:55,391 Chanting was 191 00:15:57,439 --> 00:15:58,975 I actually don't even have the words to 192 00:16:01,279 --> 00:16:05,631 I can feel plants over and I could 193 00:16:06,143 --> 00:16:07,679 Feel everything breathing in 194 00:16:08,191 --> 00:16:08,959 I feel the Earth 195 00:16:09,215 --> 00:16:09,983 Groningen 196 00:16:10,239 --> 00:16:13,311 I hear every single bird and justice 197 00:16:13,567 --> 00:16:14,591 Blissed out 198 00:16:15,359 --> 00:16:18,943 Insanely powerful connection with the earth and the plants 199 00:16:23,551 --> 00:16:24,063 A lot 200 00:16:28,671 --> 00:16:29,951 The feeling is just 201 00:16:30,463 --> 00:16:34,815 Sublime I don't know how to explain it almost every little thing you do with your body a symbol 202 00:16:35,071 --> 00:16:37,119 Extra deep breath 203 00:16:38,143 --> 00:16:40,191 Feels so life-affirming because 204 00:16:40,703 --> 00:16:45,823 Complete harmony with everything around you you just know that you're connected to something larger 205 00:16:54,015 --> 00:17:00,159 Most religions makes a great deal about how you met 206 00:17:01,183 --> 00:17:02,463 You Must Believe 207 00:17:07,327 --> 00:17:08,095 No evidence 208 00:17:08,863 --> 00:17:12,191 Reported no evidence for what we're telling you but you must have faith 209 00:17:13,215 --> 00:17:14,751 What's interesting 210 00:17:15,263 --> 00:17:16,543 About Ayahuasca is 211 00:17:17,311 --> 00:17:18,335 You don't have to have 212 00:17:18,591 --> 00:17:24,735 It's the perfect tool for Skeptics 213 00:17:24,991 --> 00:17:31,135 Anybody tells you take it have the experience evaluated for yourself who makeup 214 00:17:42,655 --> 00:17:43,167 Last night 215 00:17:43,935 --> 00:17:45,471 Because we've been looking forward to it for 216 00:17:45,983 --> 00:17:47,007 Quite a few weeks now 217 00:17:47,519 --> 00:17:50,591 I had a lot of expectations buildup in the ceremony itself 218 00:17:50,847 --> 00:17:54,943 Was very impressive but I think if I didn't have a strong reaction to 219 00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:56,479 DIY basket Shelf 220 00:17:58,271 --> 00:18:00,575 It would be nice if I was a little stronger and I don't 221 00:18:00,831 --> 00:18:02,367 Need to be cocky and saying that 222 00:18:02,623 --> 00:18:04,927 Because it's not for amusement or entertainment 223 00:18:05,951 --> 00:18:09,791 But I'm ready to go to go a little deeper into myself to see what else comes out 224 00:18:13,375 --> 00:18:15,935 I think a big difference between the use of Ayahuasca today 225 00:18:16,191 --> 00:18:17,727 And use of other substances 226 00:18:17,983 --> 00:18:19,007 1960s 227 00:18:19,263 --> 00:18:22,335 I is a very strong understanding of 228 00:18:22,591 --> 00:18:25,919 The importance of rituals and a ceremonial elements 229 00:18:26,943 --> 00:18:27,711 Fostering 230 00:18:27,967 --> 00:18:31,039 Therapeutic or spiritual experience 231 00:18:32,831 --> 00:18:34,111 Set a party drug 232 00:18:34,367 --> 00:18:36,927 And whether other substances have been used 233 00:18:38,719 --> 00:18:43,583 Wisdom of learning through plants is a cultural tradition that goes back 234 00:18:44,607 --> 00:18:46,143 Hundreds if not thousands of years 235 00:18:50,239 --> 00:18:50,751 For me 236 00:18:51,007 --> 00:18:51,775 My 237 00:18:52,031 --> 00:18:52,799 Experience 238 00:18:53,311 --> 00:18:54,335 Botanical medicine 239 00:18:54,847 --> 00:18:56,895 Technical and medical and science 240 00:18:58,175 --> 00:18:58,687 We do 241 00:18:58,943 --> 00:18:59,455 Learn about 242 00:18:59,711 --> 00:19:00,223 Energetic 243 00:19:00,991 --> 00:19:01,503 But if 244 00:19:01,759 --> 00:19:02,783 Much more dominant 245 00:19:05,087 --> 00:19:05,855 I've always 246 00:19:06,111 --> 00:19:08,415 Reached out to have opportunities to 247 00:19:09,695 --> 00:19:10,463 Integrate both 248 00:19:12,511 --> 00:19:13,279 That's my goal 249 00:19:13,791 --> 00:19:15,071 You see as a heating 250 00:19:15,583 --> 00:19:16,863 Aspect of this medicine 251 00:19:17,631 --> 00:19:19,167 What can you relate about it 252 00:19:19,423 --> 00:19:20,703 In terms of ayahuasca 253 00:19:21,727 --> 00:19:23,519 I need to do it many more 254 00:19:25,055 --> 00:19:25,567 Times 2 255 00:19:26,079 --> 00:19:27,103 Be able to speak to them 256 00:19:27,615 --> 00:19:28,127 Because I'm not 257 00:19:29,663 --> 00:19:31,455 Integrate that are apply that without a 258 00:19:31,711 --> 00:19:32,479 The people on television 259 00:19:36,063 --> 00:19:37,343 I think it's not for everybody 260 00:19:37,599 --> 00:19:39,391 You know I think Iowaska 261 00:19:39,903 --> 00:19:41,951 Is a very powerful medicine 262 00:19:43,231 --> 00:19:45,535 But it has to be placed and used in a prophet 263 00:19:46,303 --> 00:19:48,095 I don't know but how did you do that 264 00:19:48,607 --> 00:19:54,751 He can create a psychological shock and relieve a trauma 265 00:19:55,007 --> 00:19:57,055 At a ceremony 15 years ago 266 00:19:57,311 --> 00:19:58,847 Francois used ayahuasca 267 00:19:59,103 --> 00:20:01,151 To help kick an addiction to heroin 268 00:20:02,175 --> 00:20:04,735 How to get a time when you were 269 00:20:04,991 --> 00:20:06,783 See my veins crying 270 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:10,879 And my body expressing the pain that you have received Suzy's affectionate 271 00:20:12,159 --> 00:20:14,975 Notes of cleaning Bureau in my head had to be down 272 00:20:17,791 --> 00:20:19,071 Addiction comes in a sentence 273 00:20:19,327 --> 00:20:20,351 Deficient emptiness 274 00:20:21,119 --> 00:20:22,655 I'm trying to complete yourself from the outside 275 00:20:23,167 --> 00:20:23,935 Is the essence of addiction 276 00:20:26,239 --> 00:20:30,079 With Ayahuasca one is an opportunity to experience myself as whole and complete 277 00:20:31,103 --> 00:20:32,639 He's going to actually get that your home 278 00:20:33,663 --> 00:20:35,711 What is there to be sore from the outside in 279 00:20:36,479 --> 00:20:37,247 There's just no need for 280 00:20:39,551 --> 00:20:41,087 I asked if you can help people see that 281 00:20:42,111 --> 00:20:43,135 In two or three ceremonies 282 00:20:44,159 --> 00:20:47,487 It is the appropriate shamanique leader and if it's the right environment 283 00:20:48,255 --> 00:20:49,023 Well that is the 284 00:20:49,279 --> 00:20:50,559 Potential to heal addiction 285 00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:54,399 I think ayahuasca 286 00:20:55,167 --> 00:20:57,471 Two function of discovery 287 00:20:57,727 --> 00:20:59,775 Drinks on the temperature of Who You Are 288 00:21:01,311 --> 00:21:02,079 Did you connect with 289 00:21:02,591 --> 00:21:03,359 Invisible world 290 00:21:04,895 --> 00:21:05,919 Nature 291 00:21:06,175 --> 00:21:07,711 You know the meaning of God 292 00:21:08,479 --> 00:21:10,783 Having a career center point means 293 00:21:11,039 --> 00:21:14,367 For you in your life so you have to redefine yourself 294 00:21:14,879 --> 00:21:16,672 A relationship to that 295 00:21:18,208 --> 00:21:20,768 Ayahuasca is used for many reasons 296 00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:24,096 For a curandero like Dave 297 00:21:24,352 --> 00:21:25,888 Ayahuasca is a teacher 298 00:21:26,144 --> 00:21:27,168 The healing powers of 299 00:21:29,472 --> 00:21:29,984 My home 300 00:21:34,336 --> 00:21:36,384 I want Schism anyways like the key 301 00:21:36,896 --> 00:21:38,944 To the door that allows you to find future world 302 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,248 I want to allow you to access to the Ponte 303 00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:46,368 Applying teachers 304 00:21:46,624 --> 00:21:47,904 Tell me the best way to look at it is 305 00:21:48,416 --> 00:21:49,696 You look at a plant as a bean 306 00:21:50,208 --> 00:21:50,976 AccuWeather 307 00:21:52,512 --> 00:21:54,048 Defined as a personality 308 00:21:54,816 --> 00:21:55,328 Human. 309 00:21:56,608 --> 00:21:58,656 BeautyCon the traits of a plant you know 310 00:21:58,912 --> 00:21:59,680 Plants are very 311 00:21:59,936 --> 00:22:01,216 Sensitive and very 312 00:22:04,032 --> 00:22:06,336 I need to be very sensitive and very intuitive 313 00:22:07,872 --> 00:22:08,384 So 314 00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:10,688 We take these plans. To learn from them 315 00:22:15,296 --> 00:22:16,832 I came here with the intention of 316 00:22:17,600 --> 00:22:18,112 Ñuñoa 317 00:22:18,368 --> 00:22:19,904 Gain more strength in my work 318 00:22:20,416 --> 00:22:21,440 Coming to diet now with 319 00:22:23,488 --> 00:22:25,280 Bunch of different plants and trees too 320 00:22:25,536 --> 00:22:27,072 Give me more strength more protection 321 00:22:29,632 --> 00:22:30,400 Cencosud 322 00:22:30,656 --> 00:22:33,472 2532 compliant and I drink it everyday 323 00:22:35,008 --> 00:22:36,800 And I really break down the body 324 00:22:37,056 --> 00:22:37,824 At the beginning 325 00:22:38,592 --> 00:22:39,104 Open up 326 00:22:39,872 --> 00:22:41,920 Show a little bit of body feels a little bit 327 00:22:42,944 --> 00:22:44,224 How to balance in a Lil Bit 328 00:22:46,272 --> 00:22:47,552 Looking for things I feel good on my mind 329 00:22:55,744 --> 00:22:57,024 After a day of reflection 330 00:22:57,280 --> 00:23:00,096 Robin Kirstie return for their second ceremony 331 00:23:03,424 --> 00:23:09,312 Again I was just wanting to experience so much so quickly he was probably 332 00:23:09,568 --> 00:23:15,712 Overestimating My Level what Ayahuasca wanted to show me at that time anyway I kind of 333 00:23:15,968 --> 00:23:22,112 Anyway I didn't have to respect Ayahuasca she was she was telling me something 334 00:23:24,416 --> 00:23:26,464 Is totally different from the night 335 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:28,256 Elvis Presley 336 00:23:30,816 --> 00:23:31,584 Agitated 337 00:23:32,352 --> 00:23:33,632 Apart of Ayahuasca things 338 00:23:35,424 --> 00:23:37,472 You know that I've had always thought that 339 00:23:37,984 --> 00:23:39,264 Vomiting but it can if 340 00:23:39,776 --> 00:23:41,568 Can be a lot of different bodily 341 00:23:42,336 --> 00:23:43,360 Things going on in 342 00:23:43,616 --> 00:23:45,408 Noises 343 00:23:46,688 --> 00:23:47,456 It was 344 00:23:48,224 --> 00:23:48,992 I'm leaving 345 00:23:50,272 --> 00:23:55,904 I got kg, that I tried to leave the room entirely actually at one point but I could have got stuck 346 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:57,696 Standing there 347 00:23:58,208 --> 00:23:58,720 It was just 348 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:02,816 When I did go outside 349 00:24:03,328 --> 00:24:04,096 I found Rob 350 00:24:28,416 --> 00:24:29,952 Scary 351 00:24:35,072 --> 00:24:36,864 We saw the sky and it was just 352 00:24:38,656 --> 00:24:39,168 Staggering 353 00:24:39,424 --> 00:24:39,936 It was just 354 00:24:40,704 --> 00:24:46,848 Huge shooting star which blew my mind 355 00:24:50,688 --> 00:24:51,712 And then we can relax 356 00:24:53,248 --> 00:24:53,760 To my cabin 357 00:24:54,528 --> 00:24:57,344 I kind of laid down and I close my eyes 358 00:24:59,136 --> 00:25:01,696 Like I wanted something you close your eyes you see some light imagery 359 00:25:01,952 --> 00:25:04,256 And then it began to swirl together 360 00:25:04,512 --> 00:25:05,792 Little Eddie 361 00:25:06,048 --> 00:25:07,328 Ring front of my field of vision 362 00:25:07,584 --> 00:25:08,608 And if I did 363 00:25:08,864 --> 00:25:10,912 Google Images would appear out of the setting 364 00:25:11,168 --> 00:25:11,680 Come on 365 00:25:11,936 --> 00:25:12,960 And go back in 366 00:25:13,216 --> 00:25:14,752 Come out and go back in 367 00:25:16,032 --> 00:25:18,592 When I was ready to write off the evening as someone of us 368 00:25:19,104 --> 00:25:19,872 A rejection 369 00:25:20,128 --> 00:25:20,640 Hora 370 00:25:21,152 --> 00:25:21,664 A negative 371 00:25:22,176 --> 00:25:22,944 She pulled me right back 372 00:25:23,968 --> 00:25:30,112 Sleep 373 00:25:32,416 --> 00:25:33,184 It's really 374 00:25:34,464 --> 00:25:36,256 You have one ceremonies they going to psychotherapy 375 00:25:36,512 --> 00:25:37,280 Refer to years 376 00:25:39,072 --> 00:25:43,936 Calling from Vancouver attended Ayahuasca Ceremonies for a year before coming to Peru 377 00:25:45,728 --> 00:25:47,520 He's hoping to heal a troubled marriage 378 00:25:49,312 --> 00:25:55,456 For me I'm just going to be the father that I know I can be in the husband I can be and support my wife is family comes first 379 00:25:55,712 --> 00:26:01,856 We've been on and off and are continuing and kind of a power struggle stage we have done couples 380 00:26:02,112 --> 00:26:08,256 Therapy counseling but it doesn't quite I mean it's works for a little bit but there's a deeper issue when I 381 00:26:08,512 --> 00:26:14,656 Came here I knew I wanted to go a little deeper for me the one word that came up with accept 382 00:26:14,912 --> 00:26:21,056 Acceptance of myself acceptance of my past and acceptance of my wife was probably the 383 00:26:21,312 --> 00:26:27,456 The number one thing to her that was the big blockage in our relationship 384 00:26:27,712 --> 00:26:33,856 There is something that's obviously keeping us together but there is some kind of something we keep coming up 385 00:26:34,112 --> 00:26:40,256 I realize that I've had the sense of sadness Within Me is affecting multi 386 00:26:40,512 --> 00:26:46,656 Couple things from past relationships people that have passed in my life to sadness around things around my childhood and being on 387 00:26:46,912 --> 00:26:49,728 Happy with my sort of place in the world so I'm sad about it at 388 00:26:49,984 --> 00:26:56,128 After each ceremony Guillermo incur 389 00:26:56,384 --> 00:26:58,944 Courage is participants to talk about their experiences 390 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,016 I feel myself attached with the 391 00:27:02,272 --> 00:27:03,296 Dark spirit 392 00:27:03,552 --> 00:27:04,576 Which came to me last night 393 00:27:04,832 --> 00:27:05,344 That's all 394 00:27:05,856 --> 00:27:06,880 Link to an 395 00:27:09,184 --> 00:27:09,696 Has died 396 00:27:09,952 --> 00:27:10,720 Since died 397 00:27:11,488 --> 00:27:12,000 But you still 398 00:27:12,768 --> 00:27:14,048 Just lots of there was lots of love. 399 00:27:14,304 --> 00:27:15,840 There there's a lot of lightness but her 400 00:27:16,096 --> 00:27:19,424 Darksiders sort of still hanging on to me she was a very manipulative Woman and 401 00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:21,216 The first woman in my life 402 00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:23,776 Are you at catching a blender 403 00:27:26,592 --> 00:27:28,896 Kid that one person took it in the theater 404 00:27:30,432 --> 00:27:30,944 Santa Fe 405 00:27:31,968 --> 00:27:32,736 Entrepreneur 406 00:27:35,552 --> 00:27:38,112 Exit 4 sign 407 00:27:38,368 --> 00:27:39,136 Amodio 408 00:27:39,648 --> 00:27:43,488 Edamame pulidora de sentimientos 409 00:27:45,792 --> 00:27:47,584 Song darling. 410 00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:50,656 Different process of India 411 00:27:51,168 --> 00:27:52,192 Very clear 412 00:27:52,960 --> 00:27:53,728 Nauseous 413 00:27:55,520 --> 00:27:56,544 I woke up this morning 414 00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,080 Very early and 415 00:27:58,336 --> 00:28:00,896 Still very high with a watch gun 416 00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:04,224 And add some nightmares while sweating 417 00:28:04,736 --> 00:28:06,784 Turn the night on mistake my body's trying to 418 00:28:07,296 --> 00:28:13,440 Tool to move it through the window 419 00:28:15,488 --> 00:28:18,560 Bank of America 420 00:28:19,072 --> 00:28:24,448 I know love, with you 421 00:28:24,704 --> 00:28:30,080 Muerte 422 00:28:30,592 --> 00:28:31,616 HandM where to pay 423 00:28:31,872 --> 00:28:32,384 Symbolic 424 00:28:33,152 --> 00:28:38,528 Belmere Apartments 425 00:28:38,784 --> 00:28:42,880 La muerte de las cosas pasadas 426 00:28:47,232 --> 00:28:53,376 Acapella music 427 00:28:53,632 --> 00:28:59,776 Professionally in terms of 428 00:29:00,032 --> 00:29:03,872 I'm not about that doctor I sort of feel confused 429 00:29:05,152 --> 00:29:09,504 To employ this medicine even in a limited capacity 430 00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:12,064 Probably takes a lot of personal Journey 431 00:29:13,344 --> 00:29:13,856 . 432 00:29:23,072 --> 00:29:24,352 I need to talk it 433 00:29:25,632 --> 00:29:26,400 How he 434 00:29:26,656 --> 00:29:32,800 Operate because if the ceremony is crucial and the training is crucial 435 00:29:45,856 --> 00:29:49,440 Play waka waka to teacher that allows you to discover yourself 436 00:29:49,952 --> 00:29:52,256 Do your own knowledge to your own experience 437 00:29:52,512 --> 00:29:58,656 These are all the plants we use for bathing here 438 00:29:58,912 --> 00:30:05,056 Funeral for a man that got a little extra energy 439 00:30:05,312 --> 00:30:11,456 Seven the other things 440 00:30:11,712 --> 00:30:17,856 The Dave says with Ayahuasca is going to meet you where you're at in terms of what needs to happen and potentially to 441 00:30:19,136 --> 00:30:21,696 Deep into your own fears and 442 00:30:22,208 --> 00:30:23,744 Challenges in personal growth 443 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,280 I think next time 444 00:30:25,536 --> 00:30:26,304 I'm ready to go 445 00:30:27,328 --> 00:30:28,096 Even if it's 446 00:30:28,352 --> 00:30:29,120 Challenging 447 00:30:29,376 --> 00:30:30,400 I might have to 448 00:30:30,912 --> 00:30:32,960 Good morning and go deeper in 449 00:30:33,472 --> 00:30:34,752 Just face what I find 450 00:30:38,336 --> 00:30:44,480 What cures do you and Rob will face on this their third ceremony is unknown and unknowable 451 00:30:46,016 --> 00:30:48,320 The mysterium tremendum is 452 00:30:48,576 --> 00:30:54,720 As you can tell for the trim a tremendous mystery it is at the core 453 00:30:54,976 --> 00:30:58,304 Altru religious or Mystic 454 00:30:59,584 --> 00:31:05,728 The feeling of being at one with the universe and yet it's the experience 455 00:31:05,984 --> 00:31:09,824 Most religions are frantic to deny 456 00:31:11,616 --> 00:31:17,760 Ordinary person that something you know the interpretation has to come through the church through the priesthood 457 00:31:18,016 --> 00:31:22,112 Through the hierarchy or whatever and we'll tell you what this means 458 00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:29,024 And I think that's one of the interesting things about Ayahuasca it gives you a tool 459 00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:35,424 To actually approach this phenomenon experimentally as some people wait all 460 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:41,824 All their lives and spend years of meditation experiences 461 00:31:42,080 --> 00:31:48,224 Never have a mystical experience you can be just the kind of an ordinary 462 00:31:49,248 --> 00:31:55,392 Under the right circumstances psychedelics can trigger 463 00:31:55,648 --> 00:31:57,952 This kind of experience 464 00:32:22,528 --> 00:32:26,112 Last night was just a combination of finally being at home down here 465 00:32:27,136 --> 00:32:27,904 Good medicine 466 00:32:28,416 --> 00:32:30,464 And just listen to Guillermo and everyone Chan 467 00:32:31,744 --> 00:32:32,768 It was everything 468 00:32:33,024 --> 00:32:35,840 Erica possibly be I think it was just perfect 469 00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:40,448 My strong is Visions at the very beginning 470 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:41,728 Where I 471 00:32:41,984 --> 00:32:43,520 Like a multi-level 472 00:32:44,544 --> 00:32:45,056 Dimension 473 00:32:45,568 --> 00:32:48,128 And it's like a door being open to this 474 00:32:48,384 --> 00:32:51,456 What is constantly being opened is currently being open 475 00:32:51,968 --> 00:32:54,272 And it never goes away cuz it's new again 476 00:32:54,784 --> 00:32:56,320 Teenager just showing you 477 00:32:58,880 --> 00:32:59,904 At times I feel like 478 00:33:00,416 --> 00:33:04,512 Central actually control my head into the different ways and look around 479 00:33:08,608 --> 00:33:09,376 Icr-1 480 00:33:12,704 --> 00:33:13,216 LOL 481 00:33:19,616 --> 00:33:21,664 Suddenly I wasn't a younger person Guillermo 482 00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:23,456 I was older looking at him 483 00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:30,624 Like he was a child and you are so proud of his child look at what he's doing cuz she was saying that I should look at Yermo 484 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:31,904 But all he can do 485 00:33:32,416 --> 00:33:36,256 It's just a sense of awe it in renewed innocence all the time 486 00:33:37,024 --> 00:33:38,816 But that's partly from her in 487 00:33:39,328 --> 00:33:41,376 The most beautiful thing I've ever found 488 00:33:41,888 --> 00:33:42,656 In my whole life 489 00:33:48,288 --> 00:33:49,568 So I can tell Christy 490 00:33:49,824 --> 00:33:50,592 Wasn't Queen 491 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:52,896 As great a time as I was 492 00:34:00,064 --> 00:34:00,832 Ceremony 493 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:02,112 Last night 494 00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:06,464 Exceptionally 495 00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:11,328 I just couldn't 496 00:34:11,584 --> 00:34:12,608 Get a nice 497 00:34:12,864 --> 00:34:13,888 Peaceful religion 498 00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:14,912 Experience 499 00:34:16,704 --> 00:34:17,728 There were just moments 500 00:34:18,496 --> 00:34:19,008 Couldn't 501 00:34:22,336 --> 00:34:22,848 Barrett 502 00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:24,128 It was just 503 00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:25,408 Unbelievable 504 00:34:27,712 --> 00:34:28,480 I felt a lot of 505 00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:32,832 It was 506 00:34:33,088 --> 00:34:34,880 This is very dramatic 507 00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:38,720 There is pretty demonic like there's some pretty that 508 00:34:39,232 --> 00:34:40,256 Terrifying 509 00:34:42,304 --> 00:34:42,816 I thought it was 510 00:34:48,192 --> 00:34:49,216 It was I was way 511 00:34:54,336 --> 00:34:55,872 Electronic recycling 512 00:34:56,128 --> 00:34:57,152 Because Dave appear 513 00:35:04,576 --> 00:35:07,136 You lose control Eagle is about having control 514 00:35:07,648 --> 00:35:08,672 You can't control Iowa 515 00:35:09,696 --> 00:35:10,976 You know you can work with it but 516 00:35:11,488 --> 00:35:12,512 To try to control it 517 00:35:13,024 --> 00:35:14,816 And get into a power start with ayahuasca 518 00:35:15,072 --> 00:35:17,120 That's where she's going to come on stronger 519 00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:24,544 Ecoegg dazzling spiritual. 520 00:35:27,872 --> 00:35:31,968 There were emotional set of components to it to do is 521 00:35:34,528 --> 00:35:35,040 People would 522 00:35:35,296 --> 00:35:41,440 Come to me different people in my life who I love which come to me and try to communicate to me and then would be sucked 523 00:35:42,208 --> 00:35:44,512 And I would try to communicate with them then and then 524 00:35:44,768 --> 00:35:45,792 It would be stopped away 525 00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:49,632 It was truly truly 526 00:35:50,144 --> 00:35:50,912 Indescribable 527 00:36:15,232 --> 00:36:16,768 I was so terrified 528 00:36:18,304 --> 00:36:19,328 Because he was like a life 529 00:36:22,144 --> 00:36:25,216 I will I will drag myself 530 00:36:25,472 --> 00:36:26,240 I don't care what it 531 00:36:27,776 --> 00:36:28,288 And he 532 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:30,336 Help me get over there 533 00:36:32,896 --> 00:36:33,408 Eat it 534 00:36:35,712 --> 00:36:36,736 String raking 535 00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:41,088 She's lost in this Lake 536 00:36:42,112 --> 00:36:43,392 Great big sea 537 00:36:43,648 --> 00:36:45,440 John Deere throw her a lion weight 538 00:36:48,512 --> 00:36:49,280 You know her experience 539 00:36:50,048 --> 00:36:51,584 I'm there to find her path 540 00:36:52,096 --> 00:36:53,888 Find a way that she got there 541 00:36:55,168 --> 00:36:55,936 The chanting 542 00:36:56,192 --> 00:36:56,704 Find her 543 00:36:57,216 --> 00:36:59,264 And then bring her back in her body and back 544 00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,848 The weather connection and then the healing will start to happen on route to Lacrosse 545 00:37:06,944 --> 00:37:09,248 If that isn't the most humbling thing 546 00:37:14,112 --> 00:37:16,928 My ego just stays away and leaves me alone 547 00:37:32,032 --> 00:37:33,056 Can I crawl 548 00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:36,640 Do I drag myself 549 00:37:45,344 --> 00:37:46,112 Address 550 00:37:46,368 --> 00:37:48,928 My issues at multiple 551 00:37:49,184 --> 00:37:49,696 Louisville 552 00:37:50,720 --> 00:37:51,232 3 Acre 553 00:37:53,024 --> 00:37:59,168 Drunk guy game 554 00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:05,312 If they didn't let me go until I was able 555 00:38:06,336 --> 00:38:07,616 They passed me down the chain 556 00:38:08,384 --> 00:38:09,920 And I just cried and cried 557 00:38:16,576 --> 00:38:17,088 I don't even have 558 00:38:21,184 --> 00:38:21,952 I felt this 559 00:38:23,488 --> 00:38:26,048 I kind of like I don't think I've ever felt 560 00:38:29,632 --> 00:38:30,912 It was not from here 561 00:38:35,264 --> 00:38:36,544 I would turn slimy 562 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:37,568 Winchester 563 00:38:37,824 --> 00:38:39,104 Butterworth Center 564 00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:46,272 That's all you can do 565 00:38:46,784 --> 00:38:49,344 I let her know that I was aware of what she was going through 566 00:38:51,904 --> 00:38:52,672 Because we were 567 00:38:53,184 --> 00:38:55,744 We really should have gone that he was quite close to me 568 00:38:57,536 --> 00:38:58,304 Bald head with 569 00:38:59,328 --> 00:39:01,376 If I didn't know him I would have been like 570 00:39:04,448 --> 00:39:07,520 Go have your party like 3 feet to the side 571 00:39:07,776 --> 00:39:08,800 Are you 572 00:39:09,568 --> 00:39:11,360 I could I was comforted by Rob's press 573 00:39:13,664 --> 00:39:14,432 Here's to bike 574 00:39:15,712 --> 00:39:17,248 He was there the whole time 575 00:39:19,552 --> 00:39:20,320 Outside 576 00:39:21,088 --> 00:39:21,856 Dawn soap 577 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:28,512 And we 578 00:39:30,048 --> 00:39:30,816 As we were 579 00:39:35,936 --> 00:39:36,960 Self-service fomo 580 00:39:38,496 --> 00:39:39,776 Slow motion 581 00:39:40,544 --> 00:39:41,824 Thanks so much idea 582 00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:42,848 Crazy 583 00:39:45,408 --> 00:39:47,200 I'm glad that you were there 584 00:39:48,736 --> 00:39:50,272 Literally broke me open 585 00:39:51,552 --> 00:39:52,320 That literally 586 00:39:52,832 --> 00:39:53,600 Annihilated 587 00:39:55,136 --> 00:39:56,416 I don't yet know what it mean 588 00:40:02,816 --> 00:40:07,680 When you when you think you're going to die is it part of that is part of the healing is that when you when you do 589 00:40:08,192 --> 00:40:10,240 Commodities currency just happy to be alive 590 00:40:11,008 --> 00:40:12,800 And that's the way we need to live everyday of our life 591 00:40:14,336 --> 00:40:16,128 Living life is just 592 00:40:16,384 --> 00:40:17,408 Be grateful for your life 593 00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:25,856 Is there a key Insight that you 594 00:40:26,112 --> 00:40:26,880 Get 595 00:40:27,136 --> 00:40:29,440 After you've taken lots of ayahuasca 596 00:40:31,232 --> 00:40:34,304 Well it sounds trivial but the inside is 597 00:40:35,328 --> 00:40:37,376 You don't know shitt 598 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:45,824 You know very little about the way the world is put together about how the unit 599 00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:52,224 Really is about our role in it and what's really going on you know you 600 00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:54,528 You monkeys only think you're running the show 601 00:40:54,784 --> 00:40:59,904 You know if you don't I'm not only are you not running the show you don't even know what the show is 602 00:41:01,952 --> 00:41:02,976 Be humble 603 00:41:03,232 --> 00:41:05,280 Remember that you don't know much 604 00:41:10,656 --> 00:41:13,472 Integrating the insights learned from ayahuasca 605 00:41:13,728 --> 00:41:19,872 Can be a difficult task calling is still working to heal the 606 00:41:20,128 --> 00:41:25,760 The relationship with his wife Nina 607 00:41:26,784 --> 00:41:32,928 My wife is my soulmate and I really do want to see that relationship reaches full potential 608 00:41:33,184 --> 00:41:37,792 And it's okay to be a rocky road you know it's got its ups and down it's not all bless 609 00:41:42,144 --> 00:41:44,192 I finally accepted things 610 00:41:44,448 --> 00:41:45,472 Level of it 611 00:41:51,104 --> 00:41:54,175 Except 612 00:41:55,967 --> 00:42:02,111 What he gets from ceremony as he really gets in touch with himself if you have a place of acceptance of him 613 00:42:02,367 --> 00:42:03,135 Self-acceptance 614 00:42:03,391 --> 00:42:04,159 Love me just 615 00:42:04,415 --> 00:42:06,719 Letting go and not needing to control 616 00:42:07,487 --> 00:42:13,631 And then it will last a month and then it explodes into of not being happy and 617 00:42:13,887 --> 00:42:16,703 And happiness relationship and complete opposite 618 00:42:22,335 --> 00:42:23,103 Completely 619 00:42:23,615 --> 00:42:27,455 Snapchat all time 620 00:42:27,967 --> 00:42:34,111 What kind of stuff before it's going to take some time till I I see some 621 00:42:34,367 --> 00:42:40,511 I think Colin sometimes feels that he just 622 00:42:40,767 --> 00:42:46,911 Live Ayahuasca ayahuasca ceremony ceremony but but you can't just live in that world 623 00:42:47,167 --> 00:42:53,311 The world is family or job whatever it maybe 624 00:42:54,847 --> 00:43:00,991 Ayahuasca is the sexual integration to life. 625 00:43:01,247 --> 00:43:03,551 Spiritual path 626 00:43:05,087 --> 00:43:07,903 West Virginia for meeting time 627 00:43:13,791 --> 00:43:14,815 It was staggering 628 00:43:15,071 --> 00:43:16,863 The extent to which I needed 629 00:43:17,119 --> 00:43:17,631 Process 630 00:43:18,399 --> 00:43:19,679 What happened in Peru 631 00:43:21,471 --> 00:43:23,263 It wasn't until halfway through it 632 00:43:25,311 --> 00:43:26,335 I realize 633 00:43:27,103 --> 00:43:29,663 With Incredible certainty like a lightning bolt 634 00:43:31,455 --> 00:43:33,503 I had almost missed the point entirely 635 00:43:33,759 --> 00:43:35,295 I would never work 636 00:43:36,063 --> 00:43:37,855 The true purpose 637 00:43:41,695 --> 00:43:42,719 It was only for me 638 00:43:44,767 --> 00:43:48,863 It was really hard for me to articulate what happened then 639 00:43:49,631 --> 00:43:50,911 How I felt about it 640 00:43:51,935 --> 00:43:57,567 I became defensive the go-to thought for people is O if you're going getting high 641 00:43:58,079 --> 00:43:59,871 Plants in the jungle 642 00:44:00,383 --> 00:44:04,223 It almost as a defensive if you have any experience with Ayahuasca to 643 00:44:04,735 --> 00:44:07,295 Think of it that way or refer to it in that way so I would 644 00:44:07,551 --> 00:44:08,831 Fight frustrating to search 645 00:44:09,343 --> 00:44:13,951 Try to explain it to people 646 00:44:14,207 --> 00:44:20,351 What do you think the I washed it did for you it what how do you change your perception of the world 647 00:44:27,519 --> 00:44:33,663 It's a shortcut to meditation or to Spiritual Awakening 648 00:44:33,919 --> 00:44:38,271 A shortcut that has the long-term effects 649 00:44:38,783 --> 00:44:41,087 Say discipline and meditation 650 00:44:45,439 --> 00:44:51,583 I live alone everything I do 651 00:44:51,839 --> 00:44:57,983 When I came back it was on the tip of my tongue. I should be in closer, 652 00:44:58,239 --> 00:44:59,263 Contact with my family 653 00:45:02,335 --> 00:45:03,871 I mean you can't pretend to understand 654 00:45:04,383 --> 00:45:05,919 The bosom of ayahuasca 655 00:45:06,175 --> 00:45:09,759 Cradling you unless you realize that you also have friends and family 656 00:45:10,015 --> 00:45:14,367 Take me to great deal to you and you have to take the love that she shows you there 657 00:45:14,623 --> 00:45:16,671 And spread that around to your family in French 658 00:45:17,695 --> 00:45:23,839 Have a safe trip in tomorrow and I'll see you in the morning 659 00:45:24,095 --> 00:45:30,239 Even my brother and me were cut from the same cloth we've always been kind of guarded distant people and just 660 00:45:30,495 --> 00:45:36,639 This morning 661 00:45:36,895 --> 00:45:43,039 Over the weeks and months following I realized that I had never in my life felt 662 00:45:43,551 --> 00:45:49,695 Vulnerable away that I didn't that and that moment because I never allowed it 663 00:45:49,951 --> 00:45:56,095 And ultimately what Ivory Achatz is that to really receive love you have to 664 00:45:56,351 --> 00:45:57,375 To be able 665 00:45:57,631 --> 00:46:03,775 Ayahuasca gave me a different 666 00:46:04,031 --> 00:46:08,127 Way of feeling in my body a different way of 667 00:46:08,895 --> 00:46:11,711 A different way of feeling myself in the world 668 00:46:13,247 --> 00:46:16,063 Is stuttering and that it allows you to sort of 669 00:46:17,343 --> 00:46:19,391 I have a second chance 670 00:46:19,647 --> 00:46:25,791 Being yourself has been a trend in Western medicine 671 00:46:26,047 --> 00:46:26,815 Listen to recognized 672 00:46:27,071 --> 00:46:28,095 Alternative healing cracked 673 00:46:28,863 --> 00:46:30,143 I can be useful adjunct 674 00:46:30,399 --> 00:46:32,703 To Modern Western approaches 675 00:46:33,727 --> 00:46:36,799 So I think Ayahuasca can be a valuable component 676 00:46:37,055 --> 00:46:39,871 Treating such things as are psychiatric conditions 677 00:46:40,127 --> 00:46:42,175 Depression anxiety predictions 678 00:46:42,943 --> 00:46:47,295 Things that modern Western medicine I think hasn't really done a good job of addressing 679 00:46:48,575 --> 00:46:52,671 If I don't have a whole lot of optimism that was in my lifetime 680 00:46:52,927 --> 00:46:55,487 Sound like iOS for the safety and Floyd 681 00:46:55,743 --> 00:46:57,279 If it runs counter to people 682 00:46:57,791 --> 00:46:59,071 Any prejudices 683 00:46:59,839 --> 00:47:00,863 Incorporated 684 00:47:01,631 --> 00:47:04,191 Heretical that is to say it in a medical context 685 00:47:04,959 --> 00:47:05,727 I know I don't need it 686 00:47:05,983 --> 00:47:06,751 Decades of research 687 00:47:07,775 --> 00:47:09,055 Dasani that something is good 688 00:47:09,823 --> 00:47:10,591 I know that it is 689 00:47:23,903 --> 00:47:30,047 This medicine is giving me my life my life. 690 00:47:30,303 --> 00:47:34,911 I'll be doing the same, more than gray have never been in doubt 691 00:47:41,567 --> 00:47:42,591 Nearest Mountain to me 692 00:47:42,847 --> 00:47:45,151 Here's your body my spirit they're mine 693 00:47:45,663 --> 00:47:48,735 Be strong and where can I get away with the medicine tonight 694 00:47:49,503 --> 00:47:54,879 Give me a whole community of people is giving me dear friends is giving me a purpose 695 00:47:55,391 --> 00:48:00,511 Giving me 696 00:48:00,767 --> 00:48:06,911 I can do something you know for people and helping people 697 00:48:07,167 --> 00:48:13,311 Northern Wilderness Retreat for the first time since their trip to Peru 698 00:48:14,591 --> 00:48:16,895 I did feel robbed before the sudden help 699 00:48:17,151 --> 00:48:18,687 No problem. 700 00:48:26,111 --> 00:48:32,255 It was just like some kind of 701 00:48:32,511 --> 00:48:33,023 Crazy 702 00:48:33,279 --> 00:48:34,815 Natural wedding will be just 703 00:48:35,583 --> 00:48:41,471 The universals and she was a little on the downside I was a little on the out but by the end of the evening 704 00:48:41,727 --> 00:48:47,615 We are exactly the same place so we're all going to be taking Ayahuasca tonight 705 00:48:48,639 --> 00:48:52,223 Trust yourself you've heard the call you felt the call to be here 706 00:48:52,735 --> 00:48:53,759 Some people talk about 707 00:48:54,527 --> 00:48:57,599 The chemical of it's not a chemical I walk in the spirit 708 00:49:01,695 --> 00:49:05,279 Telephone was in August and respect 709 00:49:06,047 --> 00:49:06,815 With reverence 710 00:49:07,583 --> 00:49:12,959 What's with your attitude I'm always checking in with my intention 711 00:49:13,983 --> 00:49:16,799 What is my intention of carrying this work 712 00:49:17,055 --> 00:49:18,335 Hospital Sharon 713 00:49:18,591 --> 00:49:20,127 To have that experience at 714 00:49:20,383 --> 00:49:26,527 You can get any of his own traditional healers but have it here 715 00:49:26,783 --> 00:49:32,671 Drink ayahuasca 716 00:49:33,183 --> 00:49:34,719 That's also a different experience but 717 00:49:35,231 --> 00:49:37,023 You can still take the spirit of time with you 718 00:49:39,071 --> 00:49:45,215 I have the spirit of the plants inside me and the spirit of the Jungle and I tried to share that with the people 719 00:49:45,471 --> 00:49:51,615 And others like him are spreading the gospel of Ayahuasca through ceremonies around the world 720 00:49:51,871 --> 00:49:56,735 My intention is to help people in their healing 721 00:49:56,991 --> 00:50:03,135 Killing of our community to another planet that's why I think 722 00:50:03,391 --> 00:50:09,535 We are impacting the 723 00:50:09,791 --> 00:50:15,935 Planet in certain areas like the Amazon is a good example where basic they're raping me 724 00:50:16,191 --> 00:50:22,335 But maybe this is sending waves of alarm in some sense 725 00:50:22,591 --> 00:50:28,735 The biosphere is here but it's a defensive strategy for 726 00:50:28,991 --> 00:50:35,135 Self-preservation on the art of not only Ayahuasca but in a line some ways almost 727 00:50:35,391 --> 00:50:41,535 On behalf of everything that's leaving the planet maybe this 728 00:50:41,791 --> 00:50:47,935 The last desperate Ploy of Gaia to sort of hit us upside the head 729 00:50:48,959 --> 00:50:53,311 And say you don't wake up your monkeys you're really screwing things up 730 00:50:55,615 --> 00:50:57,919 I mean if Ayahuasca was 731 00:50:58,175 --> 00:51:00,223 Is described as a religion are fated 732 00:51:00,991 --> 00:51:01,759 Solid oak 733 00:51:02,271 --> 00:51:04,063 The Earth and all of the B 734 00:51:04,319 --> 00:51:06,367 All of the beings in it 735 00:51:07,903 --> 00:51:09,695 But in an experiential way 736 00:51:10,975 --> 00:51:14,047 22 intellectualize something and it's another thing entirely 737 00:51:16,095 --> 00:51:16,607 Experience 738 00:51:19,679 --> 00:51:20,447 Other 739 00:51:20,703 --> 00:51:21,215 Baker 740 00:51:21,727 --> 00:51:22,239 Energy 741 00:51:22,751 --> 00:51:23,775 At our intelligence 742 00:51:24,287 --> 00:51:27,359 Is it very much people like being held to 743 00:51:28,895 --> 00:51:34,271 The bosom of the mother of everything. 744 00:51:40,927 --> 00:51:47,071 Mandan ND man. 745 00:51:53,727 --> 00:51:54,239 I been that 746 00:51:54,495 --> 00:52:00,639 And gained and remind you about my nobody 747 00:52:00,895 --> 00:52:02,431 Batman game 748 00:52:03,199 --> 00:52:09,343 Stand up my own Diamond game I don't got no 749 00:52:09,599 --> 00:52:13,951 Buying games